The sun beats down upon my head.

Hey all working on a few book reviews an product reviews been a crazy week. I am currently in a line that goes all the way around the ford center waiting to see five finger death punch, trivium and more on only 3 1/2 hours of sleep after work this morning. Trespass tour I hope is as amazing as it sounds.

Wish me luck in my first adventure on the floor of a concert in a large crowded stadium. Have fun all,till nex time.

Deeper into the rabbit hole called apple I go.

So I just got my first Mac and I'm playing with it trying to learn the operating system. I got an amazing deal on it at only $389. I will be getting mountain lion next pay day!

Kindle fire And diamond candles giveaway

Bay Area Mommy is celebrating her 1st blog anniversary with a giveaway for a Kindle Fire (or $200 Amazon gift card) and 2 Diamond Candles.

Kindle Fire is open worldwide but the 2 Diamond Candles is restricted to the US only since they don't ship outside the US.

Giveaway will run from July 25, 12:01am EST to August 15, 11:59pm EST. Good luck!

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About Rubyblood part 2.

I should have left him there and ended the nightmare that he had become. I was just so desperate for someone to love me that I thought I deserved it. For those that have never been through this you may not understand. Even looking back to me from before it happened I don't know why I let it continue after the first punch or why I stayed so long.
Even through it all, I sent him the money to come back and the abuse didn't stop. I graduated from high school in May of 2006 hiding all the pain and fear I had inside of what was next.I cried as I realized my "care free days" were over. In one way school was carefree because all I had to do was focus on getting the best grade I could and not if my paycheck was going to be enough to pay the bills. Before the bills weren't mine and if they didn't get paid we would just move, but now I didn't have school to keep me away from the shifting moods of my mother. Now all I had was work for 8hrs to keep safe. More time for him to get mad and hit me, more time for me to me to worried about how I'm going to eat next because there isn't any food in the house.

About Rubyblood part 1

I learned early on to take care of myself ad not to look to much into the future because mine didn't look so good when you got to really thinking about it. Even though I ha talent I didn't have financial stability or moral support that I needed to get through the hard times that faced me. So I made bad decisions. I met a guy online and even after finding out he lied to me about being in college and that he was really homeless, I still stayed with him and even had him move here.He later moved in with a friend from high school.(More details here.) He stayed with her until the time he got thrown out and went to stay in the shelter. He stayed there for some time until he said he couldn't stand it anymore and he went back to Lafayette where he waited til I turned 18.