As lost as the moon

For I am as lost as the moon in the day

and the sun in the night

without you guiding my path.

Your my guiding star and I wander lost without you

for you are my heart and my soul.

When time is lost and all is gone I'll still come back to

your arms.

Death

Once upon a time there was a day when time stopped. Time stopped for one person that day, and the hours stopped ticking away Time became endless and meaningless For time was no longer as we see it but exist in another way. No more was there a worry about an end for time. No more was there the fear that suddenly all could fall away. For all was already gone. Life is now an empty void. Filled with darkness. A place to think of the life you lived. The life that is no more. Time never ending the pain relived over and over along with the happiness you once felt. Is there an escape from the thoughts running through your mind? Afraid not my friend. This is all that’s left after what we mortals call death. Death is not the end but merely the beginning to our thoughts. For eternity is a really long time.

Upon a grassy knoll.

Once upon a bright sunny day
I sat upon a grassy knoll.
upon this knoll did I realize
that love is the most important thing.
Love is what makes the world go round,
what makes the moon shine brightly.
I could not imagine a world without love,
although at times I felt loveless.
Life is filled with love in many forms,
and that form to me is you.

I'm glad I found you my love.
for you are my moon and stars.
My world revolves around you.
For me you are peace and happiness.
The time has come to end the day in my arms you shall lay.
we shall close our eyes together and we will travel to the end of the dream lands

together.

Once upon this dreadful day

Once upon this dreadful day, I sat here and here I stay. Thoughts and worries spread through my brain, eating away my comfort. I worry too much I care to fast. This is what I learned in the past. I give too much I get little back. I follow my heart until I get knocked on my back. Pain is what I know and shall always show to the world above and below. Will my hearts song ever be answered; will my story ever be read? I’m beginning to think it never will. This is my hearts endless pain.

Never ending cold of eternity

I sit here in the never ending cold of eternity. Waiting for someone to come find me. Every time I think I find the light at the end of the tunnel I fall back into loneliness. Love is a dream that I can never grasp, always being snatched away at the last moment. I feel myself sinking into madness left to ponder behind the doors of my mind. Shall I ever find escape? Will I ever be rescued? True love of mine do you hear me calling? Come find me before I no longer exist in this Plain of existence.

never ending pain

I look out upon all the empty faces of the world. Trying to find the one, the one that is for me. I feel as if i'm walking blindly in that sea of people. Surrounded at all times by others but never truly part of the group. I feel as if my body is moving on accord of its own. I feel as if i’m watching from a distance a person not myself. Like a ghost floating at a distance not feeling, and yet I still feel the sting of rejection. Pain is me and the pain is never ending. I am giving up, all is done and I am ending.

Rain

while the rain begins to pour I stand here for evermore.
never ending pain is symbolized by the rain.
sadness is my constant companion
and loneliness is all I know.
the smile i show the world is false.
it holds no meaning to me. its my shield to block me from the questions that would arrise should people see inside.
will i ever find an escape for my pain
a release to drain away the rain from me. the down pour is never ending and i am constantly bending under the pressure that is life.
can love be the release i am looking for? or is it just another thing to add to the rain?

Running

We are all running from something in life but we cannot let that hinder us from living. Do not hold back when you feel something for someone just because something you are running from in the present. What is life without the challenge if we do not risk. What can come from life when we are alone. LIFE is a big thing that we cant run away from, but instead must run and face it.

Drama

My eyes are getting tired.

Tired from all the drama they see

The days are getting darker

The time getting longer

Can the balance be restored………………