Rain

while the rain begins to pour I stand here for evermore.
never ending pain is symbolized by the rain.
sadness is my constant companion
and loneliness is all I know.
the smile i show the world is false.
it holds no meaning to me. its my shield to block me from the questions that would arrise should people see inside.
will i ever find an escape for my pain
a release to drain away the rain from me. the down pour is never ending and i am constantly bending under the pressure that is life.
can love be the release i am looking for? or is it just another thing to add to the rain?